I can't believe it's almost over.

I also can't believe that so much has happened in the past 2 months. Things I can't take back.

But it was me who gave in, right?

And I regret it.

I regret HIM.

But Harrison.. I don't regret. I like him so much. ^_^ I don't think he has a xanga so he won't see this. But it's not like he doesn't know, I mean, he's my boyfriend. lol.

*sigh*

I'm going to transform.

I don't care if I have lazy days, that is no excuse.

I need to do better. with school, with me and my body. I need to start working out hardcore. I'm excited.

la la la.

I'm off. peace out, yo.

ok so, it's been a while.

It's really cold and I feel like my fingers will fall off. @_@

hmm.. oh yeah, just to give you guys an update, I have a girlfriend. Since November 8, 2006.

she's my first. and you know what? I like her a lot. ^_^

la la la. I hate working. it gives me a headache.

No one writes in their xangas anymore.. i was looking back at my subscriptions page right before i started writing just now and i looked at the entries and kept pressing the back button from other days to see if anyone else updated and only  Chia's name popped up everywhere.

hehe. i guess that means you and I are the only cool ones left, huh Chia? lol jk jk.

i'm going to call my baby Jessica now. goodnight.

xoxo me

man it's been over a month since I wrote in this thing.

hmm.

well, working at RMCF is pretty cool. exept for the fact that I feel sick when i come home, my back is sore and my feet hurts and my head feels like it's gunna explode.  @_@ anyways. I'm not going to homecomming today.. plans got messed up but it's okay. i cried about it at first... cuz it's my senior homecomming and I haven't been to a single dance all these years of highschool. But i'm hanging out with Jess tonight so yay me.

I am totally going to get my hair cut the way Darcy has it on Degrassi. I love that show. Those of you who watch it... don't yoy think Darcy is HOT??? man. and I want her hair......

la la la.

i'm going to eat.

xoxo Lena

YAY! ^_^ I got that job at the Rocky Mountain Chocolate Factory. woo hoo. wow my first job.. hehe im so exited. la la la.

mmm chocolate.

school sucks.

I'm quite happy with my grades so far, since it's still the beginning of the year. but they already can use some work, but not too much. just enough to get straight A's. don't worry, right now i got all A's and B's.. on yeah and a very high C in AP statistics but it's almost back to a B. hmm. ok i'm done.

xoxo Lena

Man I was so nervous for that interview today. But it wasn't bad at all.  I just hope I did well. xP

I hope I get the job. I'ma be all impatient tomorrow waiting for my phone to ring. haha.

I hate school.

Bleh_xoxoLena